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  • Memorising Poems for Fun, and Mental Health and as Cognitive Fitness Regime.

    My friend Kate, who died about a year ago, was my go-to expert on English Literature. The question I wish I could now ask her is, "What's a good poetry anthology that's come out in the last year or two?" I miss those long meandering conversations which always came round to "What are you reading?" That's when I would have asked my question, knowing the answer would offer something intriguing and promising.

    I've been looking for a couple of poetry anthologies that would both refresh the familiar and introduce me to poems and poets new to me. And I so wish Kate was around for one of those conversations. I recently bought two1 very different collections. In truth, they are more than collections. They are poems collected by the anthologist for very specific purposes, both of which are likely to make the reader think as well as enjoy. 

    DSC09782 (3)This post is about Dancing By the Light of the Moon, a thick, readable and conversational collection of poems worth memorising. Clearly Giles Brandreth has a wide and generous repertoire in his own well informed mind. From Shakespeare to Lear, Betjeman to John Donne, Denise Levertov (now a life-member in my personal canon) to Carol Ann Duffy, from Heaney to Herbert, and Auden to Zephaniah; and the poems are arranged into chapters that cover haiku, limericks, sonnets, nonsense poems, Shakespeare soliloquies and various other categories, sensible, and intriguing, if at times refreshingly whimsical.

    I'm half way through it, and it's like attending an audience with Giles Brandreth in full flow, with one liners, and personal stories that are funny, laced with name-dropping gossip, and at times poignant. More than that, he is an enthusiast, in love with his subject of poetry learned by heart. At times Brandreth's writing gives the impression of an overfilled wine glass spilling out verses and quotations and complete poems as he walks about the stage. It's a fun read which manages to say interesting and new things about the familiar, and prepares you to read and hear (yes read it out loud) poems for the first time. He is a consummate teacher who is not off-puttingly didactic; more like a conversationalist who shuts up regularly to let the poets get a word in edgeways.

    It's nobody's business, but this book is on the bedside table. It's exactly what's needed to calm and re-settle the mind; not too much stimulus, but enough to keep you interested till lights out. 

    However all this brings me to one of the more intriguing reasons for his compiling this collection in the first place. Brandreth takes time to introduce the most recent research on the benefits of learning poetry by heart, which points to growing evidence that such cognitive activity helps keep dementia at bay. Professor Usha Goswami, leading researcher in cognitive developmental neuroscience at the University of Cambridge, puts the lie to the myth that as we grow older the brain replaces fewer and fewer cells. Learning new things, and specifically the practice of committing new knowledge to memory, and doing so in language that has rhythm and verbal cadences, strengthens the neural processes by which we learn and retain, remember and recall. That first chapter containing the evidence is worth the price of the book. 

    DSC09703I can still recite, word perfect, several poems and Shakespeare passages learned 55 years ago. As a preacher throughout my life I know a lot of the biblical text by heart, and like most church-goers of my generation I can sing dozens of hymns without the aid of a hymn book.

    But that's only half of the good Professor's point. That's the recalling part. What is of primary importance is to learn new poems by heart – or hymns – or Bible passages – or Shakespeare. But learn it, store it in the memory and compel the brain to work at retaining it by repetition, recitation and performance even if only to yourself. Brandreth is fully persuaded by the findings of this fascinating research, probing at the very edges of cognitive science in Cambridge. In response he has assembled more than 200 poems and passages, with introductory context and comment, and in categories chosen for the convenience of the reader intending to memorise. I'm going to try this and see how I get on. It will, I hope, supplement other lifelong intellectual and cognitive habits like textual exegesis, and reading books that provide brain circuit training as a mental workout! 

    Half way through it, and I'm glad I bought it. And I so wish that Kate was around to have a serious chinwag about the science, the poems, and the cognitive therapy that is scientifically established, of memorising her beloved Shakespeare – her Norton Critical Edition of which was laid on her coffin along with her flowers. She, amongst all the friends I've known, understood poetry, its place in our human experience, its capacity to teach, to heal, to comfort, to rebuke, to point us beyond ourselves. She knew in that way that the best readers know, the quality of poetry to equip the mind with words and images that sharpen our perceptions of the world, and deepen our understanding of each other, ourselves, and whatever transcends our all too human limits. 

    1. The second one I bought will be featured in another post once I get to it. 

  • Suitable Words To Raise Up, or Subversive Talk To Tear Down.

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    "Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and do not rely on your own insight. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will direct your paths."

    That verse from Proverbs was typed from memory, a mixture of the King James Version and the RSV. The NIV which is by now more familiar to me from years of preaching from it as the preferred translation in my church tradition (Baptist,  is

    "Trust in the Lord with all your heart and do not lean on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge him and he will make your paths straight."

    My favourite reading version of the Bible is now the Revised English Bible, and it sharpens the translation further:

    "Put all your trust in the Lord and do not rely on your own understanding. At every step you take keep him in mind, and he will direct your path."

    The most recent scholarly commentary on Proverbs, (Paul Overland in the Apollos series) reads more like a paraphrase, but is the author's own translation:

    "Incline your confidence towards the Lord with your entire mind, and do not habitually depend on your own insight: in all your ways know him and he personally will straighten your paths."

    And finally, a translation from a leading Jewish scholar of Wisdom in the Hebrew Bible, in a commentary where he also provides his own translation, (M V Fox, Proverbs 1-9, Anchor Yale Commentary):

    "Trust in the Lord with all your heart and rely not on your own understanding. In all that you do, hold him in mind, and he will keep your path smooth."

    All of these translations gather the gist of the text, with small but significant variations. Why trouble you with five different ways of saying (more or less) the same thing? I'll try to explain.

    IMG_5340I first started reading the Bible seriously after I was converted at the age sixteen. The book of Proverbs was one of the first books I read through. I guess it was one of the chunks of the Bible that quickly made sense, and that sometimes reads like those Reader's Digest snippets and page fillers of practical wisdom, good advice, pithy sayings and self-help pointers to success in life.

    My guide was a now battered and much used copy of Derek Kidner's distilled brilliance at getting quickly to the heart of things. Kidner's wee commentary passed on to me a fascination with the Wisdom tradition in the Hebrew Bible, and particularly how some of its verses can read like a commentary on the latest news of the 21st Century – from Fox News to the Financial Times, from the Guardian to the Daily Mail, from your favourite gossip sources to Have I Got News For You, and most other places where we go looking for someone else's take on the way the world is.

    The Book of Proverbs is made up of several collections of ancient wisdom, telling us the tried and tested techniques, attitudes, responses, and reactions to all kinds of human behaviour, from the palace to the market place, from the home to the courts. How to make friends and keep them; when to keep your mouth shut and when to speak; learning to control money instead of letting it control us. And throughout, the contrasting moral options that always come at us in daily life; with examples of the virtues of faithfulness, compassion, truthfulness, and of their opposites of betrayal of trust, hard-heartedness, deceit – and these are only for starters.

    IMG_5328This is a book to keep by the bedside and read a few verses morning and evening. Reminders of what a well lived human life looks like when lived wisely; and warnings of what a wasted life looks like when lived foolishly. So, in the world of human relationships of love, friendship, business partnership, neighbourly co-operation, the Sages gives the kind of advice that should be on the back of our business cards, on our screen savers, or a post-it on the fridge and certainly at the edge of your keyboard:

    "Let your loyalty and good faith never fail; bind them around your neck, inscribe them on the tablet of your memory. So you will win favour and a good name in the sight of God and everyone else." (3.3-4, REB) 

    Chapters 1-9 of Proverbs makes the case for wisdom as the building blocks of a good life. Chapters 10-31 are crammed with one liners. Like this one:

    "The righteous suit words to the occasion; the wicked know only subversive talk." (10.32)

    Let that sink in. The righteous person wants to speak and act justly and constructively; the wicked bends words and to use an ugly word, weaponises words! Think of our own Parliament, and then read this:

    "By the blessing of the upright a city is raised to greatness, but the words of the wicked tear it down." (11.11)   

    To raise, or tear down. Our words, attitudes, values and actions have outcomes. They raise or tear down. That's as true in Parliament as in our family life, in the shops as where we work, the office or the church. See what I mean? These one liners from Proverbs judge our habits of thought, our manipulative ways of speaking, the rush to criticise, to look for the worst, to opt for the convenient lie, to make me, I, my and mine the keywords in our ways of being. 

    Hence the advice near the beginning of the book, which reads as the learning outcome God sets for this course we are taking called "Living the Good Life" :

    "Let your loyalty and good faith never fail; bind them around your neck, inscribe them on the tablet of your memory. So you will win favour and a good name in the sight of God and everyone else. Incline your confidence towards the Lord with your entire mind, and do not habitually depend on your own insight: in all your ways know him and he personally will straighten your paths."  (3.3-6)

  • The Joy of a Well-Made Book Full of Good Things.

    IMG_5305I miss Borders Bookshop, even after all these years. I met friends there, drank coffee and browsed books, on the odd occasion I came away without buying a book. That's where I bought this beautifully produced edition of Emily Dickinson – I found the receipt in the back, which was where the person who served me placed it.
     
    I've recently been reading Dickinson's poems. I confess some of them are simply mystifying, though 'simply' may be the wrong adjective / adverb.
     
    Some are like rock climbing where you look for a foothold or two and maybe a crack where you can get a finger hold.
     
    Some are artful riddles, or teasing enigmas, and some seem like those questions on Pointless where you have to guess the missing alternative letters to make the meaning, or when the word has the vowels removed, and the consonants are in reverse order.
     
    Then occasionally, one of those short poems you haven't read before, distils an entire argument into four lines of luminous common sense and wisdom worthy of an entry in The Book of Proverbs – like this one on truth:
     
    Opinion is a flitting thing,
    But Truth outlasts the Sun –
    If then we cannot own them both –
    Possess the oldest one-
  • Enjoyment of the World as a Refusal to Despair.

    DSC09703There are moments, and places, when time and place come together, and the world is transfigured. Yesterday had such a time, at such a place. Light and landscape, trees and wheat, mountain shadows beneath clouded skies, viewed through old gates now permanently open, under a canopy of leaves turning from summer to autumn.
     
    At such moments of longing and the promise of fulfilment, our inner world is also transfigured – into hope, and the refusal of despair.
     
    “Your enjoyment of the world is never right till every morning you awake in Heaven; see yourself in your Father's palace; and look upon the skies, the earth and the air as celestial joys; having such a reverend esteem of all…"     Thomas Traherne, Centuries of Meditations.
  • Walter Brueggemann and Shalom – an exegesis, exposition and vision.

    41BX1J47Y1L._SY291_BO1 204 203 200_QL40_ML2_I first read Brueggemann's small masterpiece on Shalom in the first years of ministry in the 1970's. "Living Toward a Vision" was only lightly updated in the early 1980's, and remains in print as the early prophetic voice of Walter Brueggemann. More than that, its central concern, "the relentless contemporary agenda of peace", is as urgent as it has ever been.
     
    We all long for wise and hopeful voices in despairingly stupid times. This 200 page book is a handbook on subversion – of such forces as the urge to violence, the greed that consumes, the idolatry of power, the citadels of untruth and social corrosion.
     
    The church has to learn to speak into realities like these, living, talking and insisting with a new rhetoric of peace whose goal is shalom.
     
    Shalom! That rich loam of a word out of which grows human flourishing, just and humane economics, respect for persons and communities, enthusiasm for the common good, and all of this by ourselves surrendering the idolatries that resist and resent shalom by maintaining systems that poison the sources of genuine human welfare.
  • A Prayer for the Sinners Against the Highway Code!

    Driving down the peripheral road on the way to the Community Cafe at Montrose.
     
    Road works ahead sign, indicating inside lane closed and warning slow down workers on verge.
     
    Move to outside lane and slow down to 50mph
     
    Large white car tail-gating me trying to make me go faster – I don't.
     
    As soon as it's clear I move to the inside lane – large white car sails past the driver shaking his head and saying something that wasn't a prayer.
     
    That's OK – I prayed for him, along the lines, "Oh Lord, may the dear man learn patience, and may his four tyres slowly deflate overnight to teach him his first lesson. Amen.
     
    Or words to that effect. 😂🤣😂
  • Heron Haiku

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    Whimsical Haiku
    "Been here for ages,
    being inconspicuous –
    please – just go away!"

  • Frederick Buechner: The Man I Never Met, But Who Met Me in the Pages of His Books.

    BuechnerAround 35 years ago I discovered Frederick Buechner as a novelist, pastor, and writer. Buechner was most at home in imaginative story-telling that was both down to earth and unembarrassed about the traffic of prayer and thought that goes between earth and heaven. It was in the front room of our manse in Aberdeen, the monthly meeting of ecumenical clergy, about eight of us. For a decade, over each year we met to plan inter church occasions of fellowship, mission and worship. That group was the most effective, enjoyable and able gathering of clergy I have ever had the joy of being with over a good few years. We were friends, we differed respectfully, we co-operated at every opportunity, we supported each other in our varied forms of ministry. Every month we spent a whole morning doing this, and the first hour we discussed the chapter of the book we were reading together. Books we read included John Zeisler's Commentary on Romans, one of the first to weave the implications of the (then) new perspective on Paul; The Persistence of Faith, by Jonathan Sacks, at the time recently appointed as Chief Rabbi; the biography of George MacLeod by Ron Fergusson; and we read Frederick Buechner.

    The book we chose was Telling Secrets, the third volume of his memoirs, 106 pages of wise candour about what goes on in the heart of a son, a father, a husband, a pastor, a novelist – all of them one person trying to integrate each with the other in a life of faith in which the love of God was both gift and demand. That book occasionally brought tears to our eyes, tears of recognition of our own hopes and bereavements, failures and achievements, our prayers, promises and the realities that often collided with them. Buechner is that good, or at least so honest he exposes his readers' easy dishonesties, and speaks compassion into souls trained in unsparing self-criticism.

    Over the years I have read Buechner, in that way commended in Thomas Cranmer's lovely collect – "read, mark, learn, and inwardly digest." Buechner I have found to be that best kind of friend to have as a voice in a book; nourishing, honest about his own inadequacies and confident in the adequacy of the grace of God. His essays are long conversations of insight and wisdom into what makes human experience both fascinating and ordinary. His sermons are beautifully written, not as literary, but as human documents, in which the exegesis of the text invariably becomes the exegesis of the human heart and the exposition of the grace, mercy and love of God. His theological musings, gathered in several books combine witty aphorisms and sharply observed truth as applied to the struggles of ordinary folk trying to make their lives work.

    Few writers have rescued me as often as Buechner. I don't mean that in any exaggerated sense of major crises. I mean rescued me from the cynicism that can grow like algae on the surface of a pastor's heart' I mean rescued me from complacency about the miracle of life itself as one-off gift and as lifelong responsibility; I mean rescued from ever thinking that God's call, my vocation, was ever up to me or dependent on my skill, education, even perseverance. No, Buechner gave us what for me remains the finest anatomy of vocation:

    "The place God calls you to is the place where your deep gladness and the world’s deep hunger meet."

    Deep. It's one of Buechner's favourite words. Depth not superficiality; the truth beneath the surface of things; finding our treasure buried under habits of self-deception; working hard as a miner in search of the ore out of which is smelted the precious metal of a life worth living because a life worth giving. Diving deep into who we are in order to become who we are meant to be, and doing so in the faith and trust and hope that is nurtured from the depths of divine love. Not for nothing did Buechner study with people such as Paul Tillich, Reinhold Niebuhr and James Muilenburg. These were theologians familiar with the depths; and from them Buechner learned to dive, to dig, and to search for the truth of the human heart in its hunger for God, and meaning, and purpose, and the joy of integrating all three of these into a life well lived.

    IMG_5252A paragraph from his remarkable essay, 'Adolescence and the Stewardship of Pain' will show you what I mean about the candour, compassion and self-deprecating wisdom of Buechner:

    "I have no qualifications for speaking about adolescence with anything like authority except in one respect. I am sixty four years old. I have fathered children. I have written books. I have letters after my name and an ecclesiastical title before it. But to call me an adult or grown up is an oversimplification at best and a downright misnomer at worst. I am not a past participle but a present participle, even a dangling participle. I am not a having-grown up one but a growing-up on, a groping up one, not even sure much of the time just where my  growing and groping are taking me or where they are supposed to be taking me. I am a verbal adjective in search of a noun to latch onto, a grower ins earch of  a self to grow into…I speak about adolescence with authority because in many ways I am still in the throes of it. This is my only qualification for addressing myself to the subject here. I am a hybrid, an adult adolescent to whom neither term alone does full justice…" (The Clown in the Belfry, 84-5)

    I read that and recognise a voice I can trust not to overload my conscience with all those positivity memes that tell me I can be anything I want to be. What I can be is someone on the way, a pilgrim on a sacred journey towards who and what it is God called me to be and made me for. And lurking in the background of so much that Buechner writes those aspirational words of Paul:

    "Till we all come in the unity of the faith, and of the knowledge of the Son of God, unto a perfect man, unto the measure of the stature of the fulness of Christ."

     

     

      

  • O Love, that will not let me go…

    Yesterday in the supermarket, a dad with two children and a trolley.
    One child started to scream and shout in distress. It sounded like a tantrum – but only if we lack imagination, compassion and some understanding.
     
    The second child didn't seem too bothered. Dad spoke firmly and took and held the hand of the distressed child, who refused to be calmed or comforted, and continued to be very upset. Dad held on to his hand.
     
    Then Dad stood in the queue with his trolley, speaking calmly to the child, ignoring the responses of some others around him, and eventually the lad settled and walked with his family out the doors.
    Sensory overload, heat exhaustion, familiar and safe routines interrupted, just too much to process by one highly sensitive mind – any combination of these or other causes.
     
    And a dad whose behaviour over the ten minutes or so of his son's distress, was gentle, calm, firm and there, just there, the reassuring, patient presence that wouldn't turn away, or let go.
    What that costs, day and daily, in the loving and caring for a child who feels and sees the world differently? Who knows.
     
    But in those ten minutes we watched a lived out parable of the love of God in the love of a father holding firmly the hand of his child.
  • “God’s Not Forgotten Me. Experiencing Faith in Dementia.” Well worth your time.

    IMG_5237This is an important and readable book, and a significant contribution to our understanding of dementia. Tricia Williams explores what it is like to be a person of faith, facing the onset of dementia related illness, and living through the impact of memory loss on the experience and practice of faith, and on the inner world in which faith is nurtured and nourished. I have read the research on which this book is based, and have much enjoyed this more accessible edition. The author is thoroughly conversant with current study and has thought deeply and compassionately about the care and accompaniment of people living with dementia.
     
    I often hesitate to use the word "essential" in a book recommendation. But at present I'm not aware of another book based on qualitative research, analysing and exploring first-hand accounts of the experience of dementia, as it impinges on a person's felt and experienced relationship to God. The result is a book that opens up those inner worlds, and does so with imagination, compassion, and good questions for faith communities seeking to be hospitable places of welcome and support for people living with dementia. The result is a book that is, yes, essential reading on the subject.
     
    Below is the endorsement I was happy to write for Tricia Williams in commendation of her work, "God's Not Forgotten Me. Experiencing Faith in Dementia."
    "Williams has written a distinctive, accessible, moving and spiritually hopeful account of what it means to live with dementia. With compassionate insight and theological hopefulness, Williams offers spiritual and practical support to those who care for and accompany people living with dementia."