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  • Heaven is a World of Love – The Greatest Puritan Sermon?

    41PkRZhRdeL._SY291_BO1 204 203 200_QL40_ML2_"There dwells Christ in both his natures, the human and the divine, sitting on the same throne with the Father. And there dwells the Holy Spirit — the Spirit of divine love, in whom the very essence of God, as it were, flows out, and is breathed forth in love, and by whose immediate influence all holy love is shed abroad in the hearts of all the saints on earth and in heaven.

    There, in heaven, this infinite fountain of love — this eternal Three in One — is set open without any obstacle to hinder access to it, as it flows forever. There this glorious God is manifested, and shines forth, in full glory, in beams of love.

    And there this glorious fountain forever flows forth in streams, yea, in rivers of love and delight, and these rivers swell, as it were, to an ocean of love, in which the souls of the ransomed may bathe with the sweetest enjoyment, and their hearts, as it were, be deluged with love!"

  • How and Old Testament Scholar Answered the Question, “Is there no balm in Gilead?”

    Brueggemann2-207x300At a difficult time in my life, and in the church where I was pastor, I discovered there is a balm in Gilead. By which I mean I found someone who opened up and interpreted with honesty and passion and razor sharp learning, those ancient documents which we call the Old Testament. And he did so in ways that helped me understand and respond to life situations with a faith more honest and less insecure. Walter Brueggemann is someone to whom thousands of pastors and Christ-followers owe the same debt of being helped to find a faith that is resilient, faithful, utterly honest before God, and not spooked by the angularity and strangeness of Old Testament faith and theology.

    I know perfectly well that "There is a balm in Gilead" is an African American spiritual, and the balm is applied by the Great Physician, Jesus. The song has a Christological focus, and is amongst the most beautiful works of devotional solace ever sung. If you need convincing, listen to this link with Jessye Norman and Kathleen Battle – https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UqlDbqKaFks   The words come from Jeremiah, and they answer one of the most poignant questions in the whole blessed Bible:"Is there no balm in Gilead; is there no physician there? (Jeremiah 8.)

    Such questioning sorrow, and struggle of faith, such protest and supplication, seeks a theology robust enough to sustain and inspire the imagination that kindles hope. "Hopeful Imagination" is one of the great gifts Walter Brueggemann unwraps and displays for those who read and wrestle with him. With its companion volume Prophetic Imagination, the theme runs like a platinum thread through Brueggeman's entire opus. Ever since reading those two books, Prophetic Imagination and Hopeful Imagination, I have read, pondered, argued with, been thankful to God for, and been led to pray by the sentences and books of Walter Brueggemann. He is not the only writer to have decisively shaped my faith, but he is uniquely the scholar who has given a thorough education in the persuasive power of a faith without pretence, with open eyes, and with a capacity for hope rooted and grounded in the faithful mercy of God. 

    P1010233Back to my own first encounters with this then little known Old Testament Professor from some place called Eden Theological Seminary.After being in Baptist ministry for a few years, various life events and more than one quite intractable difficulty began to take their toll on health, spirituality and capacity for good work. As with many of life's problems I tend to try thinking my way through them, around them, seeking both understanding and an inner resolution that, by God's grace and Spirit, makes it possible to live into and then beyond them. The person who has helped me to do that for the past 40 and more years is Walter Brueggemann.

    I mention all of this simply because Walter Brueggemann is now 90, and I've passed the biblical entitlement of years myself! So I'm revisiting one or two of those early books, and discovering that Brueggemann's take on God and suffering, 'hesed' and faith as hopeful imagination, Psalms as the faithful believer's playbook and prayer book, – those exegetical stepping stones that help us cross the Jordans that seem uncrossable – they still convince, persuade, reaffirm, and unsettle in a creatively reassuring way. 

    The treatment of Genesis 1-3 in his commentary is a rich exposition of what the text is about in telling what God was and is about in creating. This isn't science or history, it is proclamation of God as Creator and creation as that to which God binds himself in a covenant of love, mercy and purposes of goodness leading to life. This is a third read of those 50 pages and I'm not sure I know of a more succinct and theologically sensitive exposition of the doctrine of Creation. These 50 pages would make a brilliant slim paperback with a title like "Creation: A Guide for the Perplexed." 

    P1010228Oh I know other interpretations of Genesis are available – from Gordon Wenham to Terence Fretheim, from Gerhard von Rad to John Goldingay, and Claus Westermann to Derek Kidner (still a brilliant wee Tyndale commentary). But Brueggemann's Genesis was one of the places I found theological reassurance when life was falling in.

    He wrote things like:

    [In Genesis 1-3] the news is that God and God's creation are bound in a relation that is assured but at the same time is delicate and precarious." (p.27) 

    Or this:

    "As a result, our entire world can be received and celebrated as a dimension of God's graceful way with us." (p.27)

    And again:

    "Creator creates creation. The accent is finally on the subject. And the object must yield, not to force, but to faithful passion. Both the strange resistance of the world and the deep resolve of the creator, persist in the text." (p.20) 

    Creation is God's love affair with all that is. The broken world is not left broken. Neither are our hopes and desires for life as God intends. The good news of Genesis is that Creator, Redeemer, Sustainer are words freighted with the eternal purposes and persistent mercies of God, culminating in the great unveiling of that loving purpose when "The Word became flesh and lived amongst us", when "God so loved the world that he gave his only son", and when "God was in Christ, reconciling the world to himself."

    I'm not sure I could have written that paragraph exactly like that if I hadn't enrolled in Walter Brueggemann's distance learning class 40 years ago, and learning to read and ponder the stories that make up the story of "the strange resistance of the world and the deep resolve of the Creator."

  • Review: Timothy Keller. His Spiritual and Intellectual Formation

    KellerThis isn't your usual biography. It is neither a straightforward life narrative, nor a 360 degree study of all that helps the reader fully understand Tim Keller the man. It is an uncritical narrative of an intellectual and spiritual journey, and I think it leaves important questions unasked. Instead it is a study of the influences that shaped the thought, theology and practice of Keller, from early education right through to the last years of his life. In that sense it is an odd but enlightening combination of intellectual biography and evolving spirituality. 

    I enjoyed reading this book, and over the years have come to respect Keller, despite disagreeing with some of the positions he has championed. And that's as it should be in the arena of theologically contested views about doctrine, ethics and ecclesial practices. But what becomes clear in progressing through the book is that Keller was a man of quite intentional intellectual integrity. In his ministry and public speaking he combined his theological convictions with a ministry of preaching and apologetic conversations engaging the surrounding culture – first in a small church in Rothwell, a post-industrial town in Virginia, then later in New York as a church planter of Redeemer Presbyterian Church.

    Keller adopted a Reformed theological position from early days at Seminary and never departed from those 'doctrines of grace' as exemplified in such figures as Calvin, Jonathan Edwards, C H Spurgeon, Martyn Lloyd Jones, John Stott and R C Sproul. At the same time he was a voracious student of social and cultural studies, seeking insights and a way of both understanding and communicating with postmodern culture still tied to many of the assumptions of modernity.

    That makes this book a fascinating study of how one Christian pastor went about evangelism, apologetics and mission. He did so by listening to and learning from the best cultural critics (Robert Bellah, Terry Eagleton, Charles Taylor, James Hunter), and then addressing the issues and questions they posed from the standpoint of a Reformed theology with a strong and high view of Scripture, a conversionist theology, a covenant understanding of the church as a community of redeemed but still grace-dependent sinners, and each of these convictions intersecting at the living hub and centre which for Keller was Jesus Christ crucified and risen.

    Redeemer churchThe book is in four parts. Part 1 covers the first 22 years from 1950-72, in which Hansen describes Keller's high school and University education, his involvement with Inter varsity Christian fellowship, and meeting Kathy who would become his wife. The impact of C S Lewis and R C Sproul are described in some detail, as complementary influences which shaped Keller's approach as evangelist, apologist, preacher and later Christian public intellectual.

    Part 2 goes deeper into the spiritual evolution given impetus by his time at the Conservative Evangelical seminary, Gordon-Conwell. There his teachers exemplified rigorous thinking, and in Roger Nicole one who personified the importance of disagreeing without being disagreeable.

    Keller's well-known opposition to women in church leadership positions is grounded in the influence of Elizabeth Elliot; a full paragraph quotation from an Elliot class lecture is as uncompromisingly complementarian as any other passage I know. (p.77) Just as significantly, the influence of Roger Nicole schooled Keller in Reformed theology and neo-Calvinism (Kuyper and Bavinck) and Richard Lovelace opened up the rich seams of spirituality under the odd but freighted word "Pneumodynamics; by which is meant the Christian life energised and fuelled by the work of the Holy Spirit in the formation and vitalising of the Christian soul.

    Part 3 gives an often moving account of Keller's first pastorate, his feelings of inadequacy, the search for his own preaching and pastoral voice. He encountered Edmund P Clowney, who became mentor, exemplar and a source of some of Keller's missional strategies and ecclesial vision. When Keller went to Westminster Seminary to teach he was pushed deeper into study of Reformed theology, and forced to find ways to communicate that faith effectively and persuasively. Increasingly Keller believed the Church and the individual Christian are called to be moulded by the Gospel of Christ, to embody and communicate the love of God without ever ignoring the sin that tested that love to Calvary. 

    Part 4 covers 1989-2017. In these years all the tributaries of his education, pastoral experience, reading and study, the formative relationships with mentors and teachers, all began to flow together into a work that planted a church which grew from 5 to 5000, and which became one of the most effective centres of Christian witness in Manhattan and wider New York culture. By preaching the Gospel, explaining to skeptics and 'urban professionals', conversing with those who had questions, listening to the concerns and questions and hurts of contemporary life, Keller sought to create a church which would demonstrate, share and live joyfully and obediently the wonders of grace in creative and faithful ways. This section in particular I think is an impressive account of how one particular pastor worked out the best ways of sharing the Gospel in the city God had called him to love. 

    KellersI enjoyed this book, and have learned from it. The writer weaves Keller's life experience, education, pastoral and preaching life, study and reading, into a narrative that is less about Tim Keller and more a case study of how God takes the specific identity and particular gifts of one man, and asks for an obedience just as specific and particular. Keller never felt that what he was doing was a template for others, though the underlying principles of 'pneumodynamics', Christ centred church, covenant community committed to (acts of) mercy and the trusted grace of God in Christ ,mediated by the Holy Spirit.

    The wider world of Christians from many traditions shared the sadness felt when news broke of Tim Keller's death a few weeks ago. It is good that this book has been written, and he was content to have it published with his blessing. Reading it is to our blessing. You don't have to agree with all that someone says to recognise authentic faith seeking understanding, and that same faith seeking words and gestures of redemption for others. Holidays are coming – this would be a stimulating, at times provocative, read for pastors wondering what on earth they are about!  

  • Going to the Edge…

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    Walking to the edge of the wood,
     
    looking across the shire,
     
    standing beneath the low hum of the wires,
     
    aware of our dependence on energy that comes from beyond us,
     
    above us a sky getting ready for the coming thunder promised in the forecast,
     
    it's hard to ignore our smallness,
     
    our relative importance,
     
    and harder still
     
    to hope our human ingenuity can match the scale of the challenge
  • New Testament Theology: Reading As a Way of Life, and As a Way to Life

    P1010156Philip Toynbee once commented that books were his royal way to God. This was late in life, in End of a Journey, the second volume of his Journal. The first volume, Part of a Journey, covers 1977-79, and is as honest and moving an account of spiritual search as I have read. In End of a Journey Toynbee knows he has a terminal illness and his spiritual search intensifies with deep reading in Julian of Norwich and other mystics. There is courage, openness and vulnerability 'in the face of life's great mysteries', as Toynbee reflects backwards on his life, and tries to understand its meaning, his own significance, and how best to face and navigate what is to come. I underlined that line of his, "Books are my royal road to God."

    I am a kindred spirit, and recognised from quite early on in my own life, that books are an essential ingredient of my intellectual, emotional and imaginative health. By the time I had made a commitment to Christian faith, and soon after to a vocation as a Baptist minister, I too was finding that books are "a royal road to God." The right books at the right time open up avenues to theological understanding, identify and school our religious affections, and form and foster an all but sacramental relationship with words written to affirm, question, persuade, rebuke, or inspire, on this human journey from here to wherever. 

    But this post is about one book bought yesterday in the Oxfam shop, and the train of thought it kicked off. As evident in the picture, the book is a nearly new copy on a subject that has been of constant interest to me since College days in the mid 1970's; New Testament Theology (NTT). Oh, first there was Bultmann's unsettling two volumes, which I was first compelled to read with a gulp of humility – Bultmann was usually dismissed by Evangelicals terrified by his unrelenting scepticism about the historicity of the Gospel documents, and hostile to Bultmann's infamour bogey word 'demythologising' – whether or not they had read him, or understood what Bultmann meant by it. But he was, and remains, unignorable.

    Then came Hans Conzelmann's Outline of New Testament Theology, another tough read, though with scintillating passages that required re-reading and pointed to deeper realities, suggesting newer perspectives. Then, just as I was graduating out came W G Kummel's Theology of the New Testament. According to Its Major Witnesses. Jesus, Paul, and John. By then I was hooked and ever since have followed developments in NTT as a sub discipline in biblical studies. 

    So when George Eldon Ladd published A Theology of the New Testament in 1975, with many other evangelicals I welcomed it and lapped it up. In revised form it remains in print and is still a standard in a field that in danger of being overpopulated, at times with volumes that are derivative, repetitive, and nothing like as exciting as some of those earlier books. 

    Then came the major publication event when Paternoster started to issue the three volumes of The New International Dictionary of New Testament Theology (1975-78). These were sumptuously produced, edited by Colin Brown, widely and positively reviewed, and by many seen as a major alternative to Kittel's Theological Dictionary of the New Testament. TDNT had come under serious critique from James Barr who questioned the basic methodology of 'word studies' which use semantic and lexical data to form (often erroneous) theological conclusions. NIDNTT was the first major reference theological dictionary to take on board Barr's critique, avoiding false equivalences between lexical data, linguistic usage and assumed theological concepts and conclusions. I still have those three volumes, monuments to past scholarship, much of the material still holding its own, but yes, now dated. The recent revision and expansion provides an improved resource for this generation – but I'm happy to hold on to these old friends.

    P1010164I remember several conversations with Howard Marshall when he was writing his own New Testament Theology over 20 years ago. He too wrestled with how to deal with the unity of the New Testament message and the diversity of the writers and contexts out of which the New Testament documents came. By then we had Donald Guthrie's huge volume which worked on a synthesis of the NT writers and used a thematic structure akin to a systematic theology with slight adjustments.

    The weakness of Guthrie's approach had already been exposed in another ground-breaking volume. J D G Dunn's Unity and Diversity in the New Testament had established beyond argument that such a synthesis flattened and muted the variations of context, content and occasion that gave each document its unique voice, emphasis and message. Indeed, out of Dunn's overarching thesis of unity in diversity, he edited a widely respected series of volumes covering the entire New Testament, titled Theology of the New Testament; but each volume had its own title, as for example, The Theology of Matthew, or Romans, or again, Revelation. This series too is being entirely replaced by a new series as scholarship takes new turns, and new approaches and disciplines require new wineskins.  

    In the intervening 30 and more years, several other major contributions have been made, including that of Udo Schnelle, yes, he whose book I gladly brought home yesterday. Schnelle fully acknowledges the challenge of listening to the diversity of New Testament voices, while also listening carefully for the cantus firmus which holds them together in a single canonical composition. The result is a brilliant contribution to our understanding of the New Testament as symphony, or better a choral symphony, a complete work made up of different pieces, which is different from all the pieces, and performed by a diversity of voices. I read some of Schnelle a while ago (using a library copy) – I look forward to diving in again, and enjoying some time at the deeper end of NT scholarship.   

  • What does blessing look like?

     
    May be an image of the Cotswolds, grass and tree
     
     
    "…like a tree planted by streams of water,
    which yields its fruit in season
    and whose leaf does not wither—
    whatever they do prospers."
    (Psalm 1.3)
     
    This verse gently beeps in the background when I turn the corner, across the bridge and on to this path. Psalm 1 is a Beatitude, both a promise of blessing and a description of what blessing looks like. It looks like this!
     
  • “When through the woods and forest glades I wander…”

    P1010088Looking down at a chorus of wood anemones, looking forward and seeing the wood and the trees, listening to any amount of small birds warning each other about unwelcome wandering humans.
     
    "When through the woods, and forest glades I wander,
    and hear the birds sing sweetly in the trees…"  
     
    I've always thought that word "sweetly" tastes like saccharine! In any case, it shows little understanding of why birds sing, call, chirp, warble, and tweet.
     
    Quite often they are signalling our intrusion.
     
    But I guess it doesn't work so well if the line is, "And hear the birds complaining in the trees."
     
    P1010091They're often hard to see, harder to photograph, but yes, their presence is one of life's delights. In this wood we know there are tree creepers, long tailed tits, blue and great tits, gold crests, and the occasional raucous robin. One or two of these we glimpsed while gently trespassing without the residents' permission.
     
    Going back to that hymn, "How Great Thou Art", the verse in question plays an important part by including in Christian experience the enjoyment of the creation. At a time when our planet, the natural world around us, is being devastated and ruined by human economic activity, a theological understanding of what is going on is part of the Church's call to be faithful to God in this, our time.
     
    Forests with birds, mountains with fauna and flora, seas capable of sustaining life, land and soil being preserved fertile without exhaustion – these too are part of the Christian liturgy, either as cause for thanksgiving, or as cause for repe tance for the waste and destruction of an irreplaceable treasure, our home.
     
    The verse about wandering in forest glades and lofty mountain grandeur is natural theology as doxology: 
    "Then sings my soul, my Saviour God to Thee,
      How great Thou Art…" 
     
    Even more interesting, the hymn has become one of the two or three most popular hymns at Christian funerals. In the face of death, amongst the comforting words that matter, so many of us choose to sing these that celebrate forest birds singing and mountains soaring. Sometimes natural theology, a theology of nature, provides the life-saving sense that life is gift and always precious.    
  • The Theology of Emil Brunner: “the God of truth, eternally bent on encounter with his creatures…” 

    BrunnerYesterday I enthused about Emil Brunner, a theologian whose work I've read off and on throughout the years of my ministry. It all started with a paper I was asked to do as a young minister, on the theme of human relationships. Amongst the resources I used was Brunner's hefty volume on Christian Ethics, The Divine Imperative. I still remember diving into his discussions of human sexuality, marriage and the irrevocable nature of covenant promises. So much has changed since then, but he modelled theological ethics in the service of the church and the pastoral response to the human experiences of love and commitment. 

    I started looking for Brunner's works second-hand. Reason and Revelation was bought in 1978 for 90 pence! Man in Revolt and The Mediator took a bit longer but I was looking for clean copies – and this was before the days of the Internet, Google and the world as bookshop. It was much later before I found a fresh set of his 3 volume Christian Dogmatics, one of the best systematic theologies around, I think.

    Other volumes have been added over the years: The Misunderstanding of the Church is a brilliant summons away from church as institution to church as Spirit inspired community; Our Faith started out as one of those slim, eclectic but often fascinating volumes issued by the SCM Book Club, and remains a persuasive apologetic for a faith engaged and engaging; Truth as Encounter is an essential title which characterises and confirms Brunner's theological development towards a relational ontology, the I-Thou theme explored earlier in The Divine-Human Encounter bearing fruit in his later exposition of truth as encountering God in relationship, rather than truth as only statements about God requiring intellectual assent as beliefs. Brunner had no doubt doctrine and the content of belief are essential, but are to be experienced in and by the divine-human encounter with the Word of God revealed in Jesus Christ, and those truths appropriated and applied by the regenerating, renewing and reconciling work of the Holy Spirit.

    Brunner 2It has always surprised me how little known Brunner is, and I suspect those who read him today will be a small band of those fortunate enough to have discovered him for themselves. I think there are several reasons for the unwarranted neglect of Brunner's theological work.

    1. Of course the immediacy and urgency of some of his writing arose out of the theological cultural and historical contexts within which he was doing his theological thinking and writing. Reading it now, I'm aware we are in a different world, and some of his references and assumptions sound dated, because they are. Though that is the case with most classical theological writers being read generations later. His core theology remains vital, engaged and embedded within Scripture interpreted in conversation with and drawing resources from the traditions of the church, and for Brunner, especially the Reformation.

    2. During his lifetime, and even after his death, the overcasting shadow of Karl Barth was at times like a large dense tree keeping the sun from the garden. For myself, I read both Barth and Brunner, value both for different reasons, and wish to God (I mean that quite literally) they had been able to understand each other better during their lifetime.

    3. By the time the third and final volume of Brunner's Dogmatics was published in 1962, the 1960's were launched with all the radical changes and challenges to cultural assumptions, social conventions, and a new intellectual ferment that would be new wine in old wineskins, with the inevitable result. The 60 years since have changed the planet, human life, and raised questions Brunner (nor Barth for that matter) would not have conceived in their scale of challenge and threat to human existence itself.

    At this stage of my own life which is pretty late in the day now (!), I can make a good case for reading the theology I enjoy. I don't mean that in any superficial consumerist pleasure quest. I mean enjoy in the serious sense of a theology that addresses me and points to the God who addresses each human heart and seeks relationship in an encounter that summons us to truth, and to the Truth. The best theologians do this. Brunner is amongst those, and remains, for me and any who happen to come across him, a source of profound insight and passionate apology for the God of truth, eternally bent on encounter with his creatures. 

    Here is a brief sample of Brunner at his thoughtful best:

    In Christ God Himself lays his hand on me, he opens Himself to me and opens myself to Himself, He breaks through to me through the walls of my I-solation. He establishes fellowship with me and thereby at once becomes my Lord. That Christ is my righteousness is the same as that Christ is my life; the righteousness of God is nothing less than the new obedience. That I turn from self to Christ is already itself the new life; that through faith I participate in the love of God which is in Christ is already the love of God poured into my heart through the Holy Spirit. 

    (The Divine Human Encounter, Emil Brunner, (Lutterworth Press, 1943, p.113)

    Incidentally the two photos above are a telling contrast of the stern theologian sitting in front of his theological army, and the laughing theologian who finds the joy of God in his calling as witness to the Word of God in Christ.

     

  • Emil Brunner on Faith and Obedience.

    346118750_198714345953288_4091313528895860577_nIn the 1960's candidates for Baptist ministry in Scotland were quizzed on this book, at the time still deemed one of the seminal books of 20th Century theology. Brunner is a superb writer of theology.
     
    The conclusion of this book consists of six statements on Christ the Mediator which distil the long argument and explain the practical difference it makes to live a life of obedient trust in Jesus Christ crucified and risen.
     
    It was first published in 1934, in a Europe overshadowed by menacing realignments of power. I've re-read the conclusion and confirmed again why Brunner's is a mind I have kept coming back to ever since I read his The Divine Imperative, oh, a long time ago!
     
    Here's the last two sentences of this theologian who wrote out of passion for Christ and his Church:
     
    The Christ whom we know and recognize in faith is no other than the Lord who seeks for obedient followers. The Christian Faith is not rightly understood if it is not understood as a summons to the Imitation of Christ. For faith is the entrance into the movement of God in Christ, and it must also prove its reality by making sure that this movement actually takes place." (The Mediator, page 619)
     
  • Prayer, Patience and That Elusive Moment of Capture.

    P1010032On holiday last week we walked a lot; sometimes it took a while because I stopped a lot. In his poem happily called "Leisure", the Welsh poet W H Davies  asked the question most of us know by heart, but forget to practice: "What is this life if, full of care / we have no time to stand and stare?"

    Now there's walking, and then there is walking. Every day I'm trying to stay active and the nagging little phone app tells me how many steps I've taken – and how many still to do to meet the target daily step count. Really? Well, yes, but not to be taken too seriously. Little point in competing with yourself to prove to yourself that you can beat yourself. It's a guide, a help to self-awareness.

    But then there's the walk where "we go for a walk". This isn't about the daily constitutional; this is intentional, planned, something I set out to do in a particular place which can be the beach, a wood or a circular from our door. Back to last week. We were on holiday in Findochty; for those who don't know, a small fishing village on the Moray Coast, which is a great place to walk. Any amount of walking. Also a good place for stopping "to stand and stare."

    P1000999When I 'go for a walk', I take my camera. I know that as well as walking I'll be looking, and seeing, and stopping. Last week I took a lot of pictures, many and maybe most of them discarded. But several of them record important moments of encounter and of falling in love again with a world far too easily taken for granted. I love the natural world of land and sea, birds and flowers, moss and trees, rocks and lichen, the close-up and the far away, the sunlit and the clouded grey. A camera can be a prayer book with the added feature of a shutter click.

    Prayer can be an exercise in patient waiting, and no guarantee that what you wait for will happen; at least, not the way you want or expect it to. Last week I watched rock pipits. They're quite shy, and reluctant to pose conveniently for that guy over there who stops and stares. Those minutes standing still, watching and waiting, hopeful but not certain, alert for the right moment when my intrusion is forgiven and the bird comes into focus – sometimes prayer is just as frustrating, and rewarding. 

    When the Psalmist writes "I waited patiently for the Lord, and He inclined unto me" he is saying exactly what I felt at the moment this rock pipit hopped on to this rock and winked at me! I suppose what I'm saying is that prayer isn't always rewarding or satisfying; nor is it meant to be. It is an encounter, a seeking for the other, a longing to see and wonder at the beauty and reality of One who may be elusive, on the move, just beyond the moment of capture, and inviting us to keep looking and hoping and longing. And now and then, we are forgiven the intrusion and we sense "He inclined unto me." (Psalm 40.1)